I rehashed in a dream last night, and then lay this morning in bed with a sickness that I felt in past years.

What I am speaking about is when we experience the evil that some of us may have practiced in former years with the sins of adultery.  For our family it first occurred in the church when a Pastor deserted his wife to have an affair with a married woman in the Aurora congregation, then when we moved to the mountains, and a Pastor deserted his wife and was found in a car with a married woman of the congregation in the sexual act, and at Conifer one of the Elders had sexual relations with a female minor with more ugly news in the local news and on local television stations.

I heard in those years that there was a Church of Satan in Boulder that prayed each week for Pastors to forsake their calling and stumble into adultery.  I never heard of congregations at that time praying for Pastors and Brethren to abstain from unfaithfulness.